My life is the most hectic kerfuffle that I have yet been involved in. Our first performance of "A Pirate's Life for Me" is tomorrow (the school production; it's just a glorified dress rehearsal) and then I have State for academic bowl on May 5th. Prom is May 19th, and I have a dress, but I don't have it altered yet and I need shoes that won't dwarf my 5'9" date when I stand 5'7". On top of that, I'll spare you the personal strife, but there you have it - I'm a busy girl.
I've started my visa form, and I attended a Rotary meeting yesterday. I love my club more than I love anything else, I think; they're wonderful to me. They always want to know how I'm doing, and if I'm excited, and they always reassure me that if I need anything, they're always there to help. Without them, this whole venture wouldn't be possible in any capacity, and I don't think they know the effect that they've had on my life.
I haven't gotten a good night's sleep for what feels like months. I'm so burned out, and I'm ready to pack up my bags now and go to Denmark tonight. I'm through with Hamilton High School; it's served its purpose, and there's no need for me to be attached to it any longer. I don't belong here anymore, if I ever have, and I'd like to go out into the world and come to terms with myself. I don't have the resources to do that here.
Until next time.
